I am Mel …

My name is Mel , I feel sometimes as if I have lived a thousand lifetimes . So many things have happened in my life , so many have come and gone … with each lifetime …

my story is unique perhaps , or maybe others who have had similar experiences never say .. because they do not wish to appear insane .. the title to my life might be this “ The life and times of a girl called Mel and her Infinite Reincarnations … alright now you probably agree with the insanity part .. but truly I have lived a thousand lifetimes .. each one special , each one unique , each one holding pieces that I would have adored to physically hang on to … my heart always will … but all lives , even mine must end .. though in my case …begin again and again like some endless play ..

in my current existence I Am studying to become a demonologist … you might think this odd ? But when one has a demon Lover , you really would find yourself interested in that subject wouldn’t you ? Like anyone say who loved an actor , or a baker , or a circus performer , wouldn’t you research who they were and find interest in the aspects of their lives ? … yes , I know mine is unusual .. frightening to some perhaps , but to me it’s an incredible relationship , filled with so much love and so much desire , I don’t want to lose this lifetime with her , I would let her take my soul if I knew it meant I could stay with her always . Never has anyone meant so much to me as she .. words fail to describe my intense love for her .. I would do anything she said , be anything she wanted me to be . Some may say , it’s foolish to put your heart and soul into another .. but that’s something that my heart does for ones who touch me a certain way and I don’t mean touch in a sexual sense (even though that part is incredibly amazing ..) but one who touches my soul as she does .. I love her with my whole being , a love that transcends time and space , mortality and immortality .. a love that if I lost , I would wish to live no more .. she is much more than just my lover … she is my everything .. I would give up my endless lifetimes just to stay with her ..